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Tuesday, July 28, 2015

Self-analysis

Recently, I did some self-analysis and came up with the conclusion that I am a "starter" but never a "finisher".  Sad but true.  Actually, didn't need some self-analysis to realize that, I just love using the word.

Here are some of the things I started in the past and never finished:

1.  my cross-stitch project - I bought a set while I am here in UAE to while away my time.  It's around 25% done. That was maybe 4 or 5 years ago.  Not that I was super busy, I just lost interest.

2.  my blog on financial literacy - started it in January 2012. Last post was in May 2012.  Note that my statistic here is twice the points - my blog and my financial literacy.  Not that I was super busy, I just can't walk the talk.

3.  businesses I venture into - there were a lot of other networking businesses I joined in in the past but never followed through.  my excuse - I am just a user of the products. I joined just to enjoy the discounts.  Not that I was super busy, I just gave in easily to rejections.

4.  my attempt at VA work - I even started a blog on this because it is a requirement.  I started doing PowerPoint presentations, uploading them in Scribd, taking Odesk exams, then I just fizzled out.  Not that I was super busy, I just got distracted I think.

5.  my marriage - well, I know there are other factors involved but I want to include this in the list anyway.  The irony is this is the only one on the list which I finished ahead of time.  Not that I was not busy, I just wanted to end it, period.

So far, these are the things I can think of that I have started and never finished to this day.  There are still many I believe I just can't remember them all as I am writing this.


So, what do I conclude in my self-analysis?

I have a short attention span.  Things should give me the "adrenaline rush" and sustain it until completion.  

For starters, I'll think of things that require little time to finish.  So I can start and finish them before I lose interest.

I'll think of things that really arouse my interest.  So that my passion will drive me to finish them.

I'll reward myself when I take on a task, even in stages of completion, so I will have something to look forward to until